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ANGELS AND AIRWAVES - SOUL SURVIVOR
I am a ghost
This is a dream
There's something here
It calls to me
I sense it cause it's always there
So silent as I stare and stare
There is a light, when were asleep
We're barely doors, with locks and keys
With feelings of our hopes and fears
As sounds explode within our ears
Like stars at night falling fast asleep on the risen sun
Wait patiently
You can feel it cause it's always there
Quite stronger as you stare and stare
Like love and lies shake violently
Down to the core too fast to grieve
It has a way to keep me down
I gotta say it wears me out
So sadly soul survivors
Lost and lonely in open water
Yeah oh
Yeah oh
Yeah oh
Yeah oh
Help I'm losing, help I'm falling
Life is silent, the earth is calling
Every reason, every nighttime
And every day starts and ends in sunlight
But I'm not okay with this vicious cycle
Something's broken, it seems unnatural
The shapes are wondrous, But loosely woven
The sounds are deafening, and time is frozen
Yo oh oh oh (X8)
So sadly Soul Survivors
Lost and lonely in open water
Yeah oh
oh yeah
Yeah Yeah oh oh
So sadly Soul Survivors
Lost and lonely in open water
Yeah Yeah oh oh
Yeah Yeah oh oh
ANGELS AND AIRWAVES - SOUL SURVIVOR
am a ghost.
This is a dream.
There's something here.
is calling me.
because I feel it is always here,
so quiet ... while I drive and drive again.
There is a light, when we sleep.
We barely doors, with locks and keys,
with feelings of hope and fear, while the sounds
explode in our ears.
Like stars in the night, fall asleep on the rising sun,
wait patiently.
You can feel it because it is always there,
getting stronger, while you stare and stare again.
Like love and lies, I shake violently,
until you deep, too quickly to suffer.
knows how to keep me down.
I must admit, is driving me to pieces.
So sadly, soul survivors,
sun and scattered at sea.
Yeah Yeah oh oh
Yeah Yeah oh oh
Help, I'm losing. Help, I'm falling. The
life is silent. The Earth is calling.
Every reason, every night
and every day begins and ends in the sunlight.
But I is not feeling well this vicious circle.
something wrong, it seems unnatural.
The shapes are beautiful, but a little 'blurry.
The sounds are deafening, and the frozen time.
Yo oh oh oh (x8)
So sadly, soul survivors,
sun and scattered at sea.
Yeah Yeah oh oh
Yeah Yeah oh oh
So sadly, anime survivors
sun and scattered at sea.
Yeah Yeah oh oh
Yeah Yeah oh oh
My name is Manuel. Way back in 1985, a rainy day, I was found by a nun when I was held in the arms of a girl who was walking alone in the center of the city of La Paz, Bolivia. The woman took me with him and the girl ran away. No one knows when and where I was born exactly. Manuel called me in the orphanage, which means "God is with us."
When I was seven months old, my parents came from Italy and I took them with them. I never knew my real parents, and to be honest, I never missed. For twenty-four years I have lived here among the fields of Lower Modenese. I grew up in the trees, grass and animals, in Nature. Growing up, however, have become dependent on technology, the first videogame, then television and finally from the internet and mobile. So, I live in two "spirits": that of nature and that of technology. So much so that the image that best represents me is the simplest and most usual of my days: I am that I sit on the grass in the garden, along with some of my cats or my dog, while checking Facebook or read the latest news accessing internet on your phone.
In my life I have done many things. Does not appear, but it's true! Although in nature are particularly lazy, really think about it I lived a lot of experiences. Probably more than other more "active" to me.
As a child I did karate, tried football, tennis and basketball. I did the gym, took a course in Krav Maga and then learned to swim at age 23. I picked pears, worked as an errand boy for a pizzeria (experience lasted a week), won a literary contest and received an award for another. I won a competition of advertising creativity, worked in a communications agency, learned (at 16 years) to build a website in HTML, attended a pre-medical training. I was also rejected (ITI), I changed school, I took one in an audit. I've never done a job interview that went wrong. Every time I said I'd done something, I could not.
I really did so many things in these first twenty-four. And all able to sleep a lot and never put the "study" or work before in my life. I've never done anything that I do not want to do.
Each of the things I've done has left a mark in me. My path crossed that of many people and these were, for better or for worse, to leave the signs deeper into me. The sum of all that I have experienced is what I have become. I do not know which of my many "adventures" have marked the border, but during the "journey" I have tried many joys, but I also suffered many blows and many injured. Eventually these things I have "damaged", feeding a natural predisposition to being my ... as they are.
Like this .. my mind is a total mess! Venturing out in my head could be hell for anyone who wanted to try. This is because I have several difficulties to understand human emotions and even worse, I get along with social conventions. It often happens that I am not aware of saying something inappropriate or do not know how to behave in a situation, simply because I do not understand why I should act in a certain way or do not know if it's the right time to do or say something. It 's like part of the brain that handles emotions of others and has the "politically correct" in me is damaged, broken ... defective.
For this reason, the world seems to me a "foreign land", a "strange land" whose laws do not fully comprehend even if I live forever. Every now and then even simple things like miracles and I am surprised this is not always a bad thing, although my perception of emotions is a little 'out of phase "with respect to the other: it is difficult to make me feel something very strong and I often have difficulty to give a name to what I feel, because they are not accustomed to recognize the more subtle emotions of the spectrum: those who are, as shades of color, among the major emotions, those of "anger", "happiness," "hate," "love", etc. ..
Over time I learned many things and this is all very well hidden from my formal adherence to social conventions are not optional and my ability to play a good part when necessary.
I never asked much from life. My dream is a dream very simple: I want to marry (with Buddhist ritual or similar), have two children, a boy and a girl, a good job that allows me not to leave anything to my family but also you leave the office and devote myself to his wife and children without bringing work home, a cottage in the country with some animals, mainly cats, one or two dogs and a few Vietnamese black pigs.
:-) I do not want to change the world, nor be a great politician. I will not go on TV or be famous or filthy rich. I do not want a car from € 500,000 or a private jet.
This does not mean that they would refuse if it had arrived, but just not my priority. I want a simple life, a normal family. I would like seeing a couple of grandchildren and then, around 100 years, I would go to one of those picture-postcard beaches in the Maldives or Thailand, sit on a chair and fall asleep there.
Although I have done many things in my life, this is my only dream ... And I must say, I've never been so close to make it as I am now. Because now not only ... :-)
... And everything looks different, everything seems perfect ... in line with my destiny.
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